Sep 12
What About My Regrets?
AJ says:
there's nothing you should regret
Angel says:
i know, but for me, there are only regrets
no matter how hard i try, i can never get past that
by tryin to please everyone else, i lost myself and now its gettin harder every day just to find myself again.
AJ says:
so take time to find yourself and your interests... you might be the next dana kapatrick
Sep 2
FALLING INSIDE THE BLACK LYRICS
FALLING INSIDE THE BLACK - SKILLET
Tonight I'm so alone
This sorrow takes ahold
Don't leave me here so cold
(Never want to be so cold)
Your touch used to be so kind
Your touch used to give me life
I've waited all this time, I've wasted so much time
Don't leave me alone
Cause I barely see at all
Don't leave me alone, I'm
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Dreaming of the way it used to be
Can you hear me
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Falling inside falling inside the black
You were my source of strength
I've traded everything
That I love for this one thing
(Stranded in the offering)
Don't leave me here like this
Can't hear me scream from the abyss
And now i wish for you my desire
Don't leave me alone
Cause I barely see at all
Don't leave me alone, I'm
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Dreaming of the way it used to be
Can you hear me
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Falling inside falling inside the black
Black, black, black
Falling in the black...
Slipping through the cracks...
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Dreaming of the way it used to be
Can you hear me
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Can you hear me?
Falling inside the black
Can you hear me?
Falling inside the black
Can you hear me?
Falling inside
Falling inside, falling inside the black
Aug 26
Papercut - Linkin Park
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin
[x2]
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
The face inside is right beneath your skin [x3]
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
Aug 18
How I Feel
Every day, it feels like...
I'm fighting for their approval
I just want to be appreciated
I don't want to be ignored...
Aug 18
Your horoscope for August 18, 2008
Your horoscope for August 18, 2008
Sun Sign: Pisces
February 28
Your head may be quite muddled, due to the influx of different ideas on how to proceed, Angel. You are uncertain, and it is hard for you to come to any concrete solution or standpoint. Do not pressure yourself into coming to an answer that does not flow naturally. You may be feeling outside pressure to settle down in one way or another. Don't feel like you have to live according to someone else's rules. Follow your own.
Aug 17
Sunday August 17th, 2008 @ 3am
I struggle every day to find the strength I need to overcome my fears of always being in pain.
Aug 13
Septerra Core
I'm currently playing this old game that was created like about 8 or 9 years ago.
Its called Septerra Core. I sort of started playing it the proper way but like I got bored again.
Actually, I got lost in the game and didn't know what to do so I like got the cheatcodes for it.
There's more info about it on wiki (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Septerra_Core:_Legacy_of_the_Creator)
Can't update on what's going on but I'll tell ya, I don't like one bit of it.
anyways,,,,,,,,,,,,,,im bored and i needs sleeeeeps T_T
Apr 26
Baby, Baby, Please Don't Cry
Saturday 11:14 a.m.
I haven't been on ZA for a long time. Every now and then when I'm free, I'd check it out. Recently, I've been having some free time so I decided to get active again. For awhile at least.
I'm going to be taking a summer class, but not in New York. I'm also looking for a summer job as well.
I've been listening to these songs by David Usher and its just amazing. His songs, his voice--too good. I can't get enough of it.
Things have been getting worse. Some days are just as bad or getting worse, but I can't do anything about it. Nothing is under by control anymore except for the given which are bothersome or annoying.
I missed the TFK & Skillet concert in NY even though I was there that weekend. I was working instead but that's okay.
I gave up my iPod and am suffering from iPod withdrawal.
Anyways, I'll update later. Wanna finish listening to some more DU songs.
8:39 AM Feb 10