Apr 27
Welcome to my rant
Fucking hate everyone. Some people just dont know how to keep quiet and some stab you in the back for fun. What can u do when u arent happy?!?! Fucking cry in a corner or some shit?? No no no i think I just look for fights and try to get the pain all out at once. One of these days I will make like a bomb and explode leaving people with holes on their bodies and maybe then people wont be so fucking blind
Oct 16
Hmm rant? or just thoughts
so ive been in and out of reality for a lil time now. it is annoying as fuck and i hope i can fucking type whatever i want. I have been going through shit while i have moved to jersey and still i am not friends with anyone beside those fucking idiots in that dreadful skool. I dont care if im not writing correctly. I can do as i want. My mom and dad always fighting and i gotta sit up in my room with the door locked and a blade under my pillow incase i gotta slit someone to shreds. I could care less that everyone has a life or a job or school or anything they wanna call it. I got a life i truly do or whatever i call it. i only go to skool so i can get something better in the future than this fucking rat hole called a house and a family. Im starting to become insane which is fine by me. I dont care if anyone cares about me. Cause my first mistake was letting ppl know my fucking business. SO for today i guess. i will say a good ending. and just to clarify. its no one on ZA who pisses me off. so for today.. have a good day and bye fuckers
Oct 16
Broken Promise
A boy has a right to dream. There are endless possibilities stretched out before him. Whatever happens from now on you stand firm and face your destiny without fear but with courage. What awaits him down the path he will than have to choose. Children leave their homes in search of this quest. As they search they are always asking questions. "What's out there? What's waiting for me?" Believe in yourself and create your own destiny. Don't fear failure
Mar 2
GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Get away from me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go so get away from
(Me)
Give me my space back you gotta just
(Go)
Everything comes down the memories of
(You)
I've kept it but now I'm letting you
(Know)
I let you go
Mar 2
Figure.09
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
'Cause from the infinite words I could say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me
Feb 24
You all assume
I dont want to be picked on for everything
But why cant you understand my feelings
Maybe your the one lieing and hiding
Maybe im the one who was rite and should never
have chosen you. I know there is something in between
But now i have to sit and just wait.
Now i ask Can you?
Feb 21
2/21/08
I hate everyone at the momentand really i just want to sit back and look at the sky all day. But naw i gotta go do stuff. So thats it xD
2:07 AM Feb 8