Feb 19
well
right now its 7:41 am and im never awake this early....my parents where loud and woke my sorry ass up. we are going to go out to breakfast. so i am drinking monster trying to wake my tired ass up. i didnt get much sleep becuse of my dad and my mom with seeping with the tv on.
a parent is suposed to love there kid no moatter what there sexual prefrence is or if the belive in god or not. that is what i hate about some parents becuase they treat there kid like shit just becasue of there belifes. people should be proud of who they are and should not change just because someone says so. if i gave a fuck i would have tryed harder to make my speech better. i am comfy in my own skin and i have never cared about what people said. yea its hard being different and trying to keep my self together but i have been though a lot. its made me a better person. i was rased in a way where sxualtion and the color of some ones skin is not a issues. that is why i hate living where i live. the town is full of homophobics and racists. i would rather surround my self with gay guys the strait ones any day.
love
hiei
Feb 19
Happy
right now i am really happy. i dont know why but today i could not stop smilying. right now im in a hotel room that hight speed internet. tomarrow i am going to go for registration and oritation at mcti;s. my life could not get any better right now. i know that if i get in then my family would be really really happy and proud of me. nothing is going to change my outlook on life. my education is one of th emost important things for me. so is being near the ones that i love. i love all my friends and i would die for all of you. you know who u are lol well right now i am really hyper nothing is going to change that. i quit taking aderall it was not good for me. i hated the way that i was on it. my mom said to day to quit being a bich when i get up. that is not my fault tha i am not a morning person. people should not fuck with me in the mornning. WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not even on monster i have some but cant drink it untill this weekend. aderall bad bad aderall for some reson i am a bad kid a vary bad kid not shure why but i am. yay me i can't wait untill tomarrow i finaly get to be away from my gay family. i love my crazy life nothing is going to change that. people who have normal lifes dont know how to handesl a situation when it come up. i do i would be there ass untill they can move. LOl jk jk but that would be cool.
8:37 AM Feb 10